Childish Gambino || Tamia So into you
I will never get over this
His vocals extremely slept on, so heavenly. This will be my wedding song.
Go head now
Maybe it’s me but he looks a little like Marvin Gaye to me
^ it’s the beard
I luvvvv this
😍😍😍
Childish Gambino || Tamia So into you
I will never get over this
His vocals extremely slept on, so heavenly. This will be my wedding song.
Go head now
Maybe it’s me but he looks a little like Marvin Gaye to me
^ it’s the beard
I luvvvv this
😍😍😍
being in a public restroom and hearing someone shitting really loud

being in a public restroom

being in a public

being

people adding things 2 my posts

your posts

ur blog

u

IM LAUGHING SO HARD. I THREW MY PHONE SO I COULD BREATHE
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love

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this is the only long ass post i’m ever going to reblog
- Them asking you the same question at least 10 times.
- Them saying “I’m sorry” at least 5 times a day.
- You promising them everything is okay.
- Ordering food for them.
- Making phone calls for them.
- Repeating the same directions 3 times.
- Texts as soon as you leave.
- Sweaty palms.
- Constant reassuring.
- Them constantly changing their mind.
- ALWAYS BEING EARLY.
- NEVER BEING LATE.
- Directions never being clear enough.
- Answering the same question MULTIPLE times.
- Them being nervous for seemingly simple tasks.
-Friday nights in.
-Weird triggers you will never understand.
-Tears. Lots of tears.
-Sudden silence when they feel an attack coming on.
-Trouble going out to eat in a restaurant.
-Stomach aches.
-Late night phone calls.
-Giving them cuddles when they need it.
-Finding out signs they are nervous.
-Taking care of them when they are having an anxious day.
As I lay next to you, my veins fill up with warmth with every word you speak. My skin becomes chilled with every touch. My eyes become heavy as I fall deep within your eyes. You healed a shattered heart and made it complete once again, from loving me unconditionally. You’ve seen me without any walls up; you built me back up when I was through letting you see parts of myself, that I didn’t think I’d let anyone else see. When I realized you gave me a sense of relief, was when you told me you felt at home when you were with me.
You’re my home, my serenity.
As I lay next to you, I fall for you like the sun sets to let his moon shine throughout the dark night. A bright soul, shining above the rest, yet you allow me to shine above you. I’m duller than you, yet you show me off as if I’m the brightest start amongst everyone else; what once was a black hole, is now a moon, full of craters, yet all you see is perfection, that had to work its way to get there.
As I lay next to you, I see nothing but a beautiful soul, full of purity, yet full of sorrow. You’re sorrows was is slowly fading away, but still shows up when you’re least expecting it. Pureness is always there, yet you don’t see what’s see. I see someone who’s putting up a fight, thinking they’re going to lose, yet they don’t realize they’re winning.
As I lay next to you… I see myself with no one else, I long for no one else’s beating hear, I fear of not losing anyone else but only you, at night I dream of sweet, loving, peaceful dreams, I don’t want to be warmed by anyone else’s love but only yours.
As I lay next to you, I see you and only you.
I’ve been having a bad couple of weeks and I just really needed to hear these:
things i need u to please know right now:
• our trust levels can be very small. it’s hard to trust someone fully unless they consistently show that they care about us. little reminders like “i love you/value you/care about you” can help a lot
• we seek approval. for everything. we cannot do anything without someone’s consent because we are too afraid of being judged for our actions
• at the same time, we can be impulsive and do things without thinking. these things can be considered manipulative, although this is not our intent. they can be seen as “crazy” or “annoying”
• we are not crazy. we are not annoying. we can’t help being the way we are
• for as much as we crave attention, we don’t want to ask for it. we want it to come naturally, and if we have to ask for it we feel like you hate us, because why else would you not text first?
• our self esteem can vary from loving ourselves to death to hating ourselves to the very core, often within the same day or even hour. we can think we’re the hottest thing, but minutes later one flaw leaves us thinking we’re the ugliest thing on earth. we are o b s e s s i v e about our appearance. we are not vain, we just can’t help but worry constantly. if we think we are ugly, we want to be reminded otherwise
• we can be very sensitive. often little jokes against us that most people would laugh at/think nothing of will hit us deeply and cause us to get depressed or emotionally scarred for hours at a time
• we take pride in our interests, and judging them or making fun of them hurts us a lot
• we can go from valuing someone to hating them over one small flaw in their character. we have trouble distinguishing someone acting up once from being a horrible person
• we get attached VERY quickly. someone simply being nice to us can cause us to think we’re in love with them or that this will be the person we’re gonna marry. we interpret the smallest things as flirting too. this person can be known as our “fp” or “favorite person” and they usually cause us to be obsessed with them or have strong mood swings over them. we interpret things like not replying in a few minutes, lack of emotion in text or simple not wanting to talk as them hating us. it’s a good time
• if we apologize a lot it’s because we’re worried you hate us or that we have something to apologize for even if we don’t. if we don’t, remind us it’s okay and that we did nothing wrong
• mood swings are a huge part of every day for us. we range from being at the top of the world to being super depressed in any amount of time. we can be seen as “moody” but sometimes it’s just too hard not to be sad
• we don’t hate you even if we sometimes act like we do. we can lash out for no reason. don’t worry – you’re fine
• we sometimes can’t speak for ourselves as again, we are so afraid of judgement. we are TERRIFIED of anyone thinking negatively of us, so often we just don’t say anything if anyone upsets us bc we don’t want to upset THEM. also if someone raises their voice at us it can be p scary
• we talk a lot :)